fuck. angry BF grouse. u've been forewarned.

ARGH!! again, again i shall NOT be seeing him this week. this comes straight on the heels of us NOT meeting for TWO weeks. looks like we're caught in a meet once a fortnight cycle. but honestly, things won't be so bad if he'd only call. like daily. and talk to me, for lets say, ten minutes? or even SMS me? or ICQ me? or email me? at his leisure so long as i get some form of communication from him ONCE a day.

but he doesn't. i ALWAYS have to initiate. hell, i couldn't even talk to him for 10 fucking minutes tonight. strong emotions, and strong situations call for strong words. and icq? sms? fergeddit. unless of course we're fighting.

which is a rather perverse way to get someone's attention if u ask me.

*shakes a melodramatic fist at the thundering skies* how long, O lord, how long? *sighs*

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