01:05 - 09/18/2003
"J'ai rêvé dans la grotte où nage la sirène"
(I have dreamed in the cave where the siren swims)
Gérard de Nerval

argh.

i'm just feeling so darn lackadaisical these days. i have so much work due but i can't even bring myself to read, write and do my stuff.

i need a break. where's my mid-term break?!

i don't want to do anymore readings, i don't want to do anything. i can't even bring myself to surf the net, or watch tv or movies, there's just this overwhelming, overpowering sense of inertia, of stillness, this languidity that's seeped in my bones, that weighs everything down and steals the joy out of life.

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